tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6211467896736869290.post2099657912387998331..comments2023-05-26T06:24:55.011-04:00Comments on Jenileigh's Journey: You Say It's Your Birthday! Happy Birthday To Me!!!Jenileighhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00500285462109917784noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6211467896736869290.post-988138886066872952010-10-02T03:21:54.759-04:002010-10-02T03:21:54.759-04:00hey, I have not had internet for a while because w...hey, I have not had internet for a while because we bought a new house and moved so I had not been on here and read anyones blog. But I read your newest post and then I looked back over some other ones that you had posted. You posted one in July titled "old me" and something in there touched me. I am going through a terrible time right now. I feel numb and its like I am going through the motions of being a christian and going to church. The depression has almost taken over me right now. My actions and the thoughts that are coming to my mind I dont recognize, its like I can look in the mirror but I have no idea who I am looking at. I have no intention of quitting church and turning my back on the Lord but I need help right now and I dont know why I am telling you all this I really need some guidance from someone who is not in my life right now. I cannot admit the way I am feeling to anyone eles. I long to feel the Lords spirit upon me again and to be back in the place I was before. But I dont know how to get there I dont know how to forgive myself for the wrong things that I have been doing latley. I am in need of forgivness and I need strength so bad. If you feel led at all to tell me anything you can email me at manthamae07@gmail.com I am so sorry to bother you but from reading your posts I believe you are someone that I can put my trust in. Please you and your husband please pray for me. SamanthaSamanthahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14532607997095752195noreply@blogger.com