40.....Ewww

I dreaded turning 40 for how long? Sheesh, I wrote about it for ions. I have felt completely rotten. Happy, but physically rotten. I'm fat. My stomach so big it actually hurts to bend over. Shaving is a chore...fast becoming a rare chore because it's so stinking painful. It makes me wonder how people that are much larger than me function.

I'm just totally uncomfortable all the time.

I don't mind how I look but how I feel is terrible.

And I have this mole, it's a tiny little thing, right under the right side of my face. V (Sky) had friends over last night and as I was rubbing over it what do you think I found?

Hairs!

Long disgusting hairs.

40.....Ewwww